Archive for June, 2009

Madeleine Peyroux at GW’s Lisner Auditorium

Sunday, June 21st, 2009

My wife, Patricia, got a call yesterday from one of our Nashville friends, Pat. He was backing Madeleine Peyroux at George Washington University’s Lisner Auditorium, just a couple of blocks from Foggy Bottom last night and wanted us to come to the show. Neither of us had heard of Madeleine Peyroux, but Pat is one of those special people you want to see — in fact, we are blessed to have great friends — they have bent over backwards for us, and I hope that I/we am/are the same.

We got to the Lisner just before showtime, a long but fast moving line, picked up the tickets and backstage passes (!) at the Will Call window — our seats were 7 rows back from the stage, on the center aisle. The Lisner reminds me of Langford at Vanderbilt, but about half again bigger, presumably to accommodate DC crowds, and it was sold out. The opening act, an acoustic guitarist from Portland, OR was great — but I can’t recall his name, and surprisingly can’t easily find him on the Web, though you would think that there would be enough constraints to nail it quickly, and I’m not a naive user. Apparently, there is a lot that publicists (who are wanting to promote new artists) still don’t get about the Web — they introduce a new act, apparently expect people to remember the name, because they (at least in this case) don’t set up the online constraints to find the name quickly (in about 2 minutes) when you look on impulse afterwards. Or heck, maybe I just missed it — it wouldn’t be the first time, but … :-) .

Madelein Peyroux was outstanding. As I experience over and over, there is something about a live performance that is much different — I don’t think that I’d listen to her regularly in the iTunes context. Tony Bennet, Keb Mo, Leftover Salmon, Buddy Rich, Minton Sparks ( I held her purse during the show at The Basement — I was in the front, and she threw me the purse and told me to watch it) and the Nashville Symphony for that matter — all performers that have mesmerized me live, but a slew of CDs bought on impulse immediately afterwards, certainly in the case of Keb Mo and Leftover Salmon, but rarely played are evidence that the peak live experience doesn’t necessarily transfer. It’s not that I don’t like the music, but when I have a choice, and with an iPod the choice is as easy as with remote control (almost), I choose something else. This isn’t all that different from back-in-the day — you could still pull out my vinyl record collection and easily — very easily — spot the tracks that I regularly listened to, or even the segments within tracks. I’m not really a fan of artists, but a fan of songs, and even covers — that’s not bragging — I think that it may be related to attention span!

“A Little Bit” is but one song I really liked, even the studio version below, but the live version rocked a bit more, with Pat going off on a build with his guitar — wonderful.

“A Little Bit”: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhkXPoHxx4s

I am pretty sure that we’ll be going back to the Lisner for this show :

Yamato: Demon Drummers of Japan: http://lisner.org/eventdetails.asp?id=521

I think that I’m a drummer actually.

Plugged in and zoned out in Arlington

Thursday, June 18th, 2009

It’s amazing how many people around here have got something in their ears, generally some kind of mp3 player (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MP3), and I’m one of them. It seems that every pedestrian on the two-block walk from NSF to my apartment is in their own little world, and on the elevator it’s not unusual for every rider to be plugged in. If the gadget people don’t yet outnumber the others on the Metro into DC, they will soon. Maybe a little more than a month ago, one Saturday or Sunday morning, I was walking into the office to do some work before Pat got up and a youngish gal and guy were walking towards me arm in arm, talking lightly, smiling, I was listening to music on my iPod, but still aware, and as they passed me, the gal gets in close to my face and says loudly (but not shouting) “HeLLOOOOOOOOO” or some such thing, and I smiled and responded “Hey, there!” Some other time it might have caught me by surprise, but not that morning, and I wasn’t bothered, which I certainly could have been under other circumstances (“The NERVE!”) and she actually seemed to be the surprised one! It’s a sign too that I’m getting older, despite my self-conception – the one that is shattered each morning — because the guy didn’t seem unnerved – I was no threat :-) , and besides I was wearing my hat, and the greatest thing about my hat is that strangers smile at me … a lot. But back to the no-threat-to-the-boyfriend observation — I think that it’s helpful to understand that some (many?) men are sometimes controlling, I suspect, because at some primal level, possibly beneath consciousness, but often not, they are simply worried about getting their butt’s kicked.

I wasn’t upset, I think, because I’m pretty sure that my gut knew an approximation of what that gal was thinking because I’ve often thought it myself and smiled amongst the crowd of similarly-adorned people …. “Are you even present?!” … “Well, more than you thought apparently, but no, not really, and not as present as if I was in the jungle getting stalked.”

And as I write I am appreciating what my little iPod has done, bought by my wife, Patricia, as a birthday present almost one year ago to the day, with encouragement of friend/colleague Mary Lou to get WITH IT. It’s changed the way I exercise – exercise used to be a chore, but I tear it up now listening to Papa Creech’s fiddle on Hot Tuna’s I Know You Rider, Ted Nugent’s guitar on The Great White Buffalo, David Lindley and El Rayo X’s Mercury Blues, and quite a few of my other 210 songs. One late night at Alive Hospice in Nashville, the patients, including my friend Vivian, were in the hall during a tornado warning, almost a party and certainly fun, Vivian with my iPod, flipping through the songs and stopping on the Monkey’s I’m a Believer (this is a big confession for me) and she started singing along out loud, head swaying, and I tried to shush her, but she looked straight at me, nonchalant as you please, and started singing louder – I smiled. In fact, that Saturday morning when the gal had said hello, I was remembering Vivian to James Taylor, which I do now when I want to shed a few — You Can Close Your Eyes, Mexico, You’ve Got a Friend. So the iPod isn’t only about isolation. In fact, in writing I am wondering if that’s why I got the hello.

Nonetheless, I have made some changes in response to recent observations – I turn the iPod off as I approach the Apartment building’s reception desk, the guard’s station at NSF, get on an elevator, etc, in case anyone says “Hi”, which the guards always do (“Happy, Monday!” in a Caribbean accent) or as a prompt to say “Hi” myself, and it goes without saying (?) that when Metro’ing into DC with Patricia on a Saturday that I’m not listening unless she’s wearing one of the plugs, but generally to Bill Moyers and not Ted Nugent.

Cancelled Flights, Biodiversity, Infinite Sums, Heart and Soul

Friday, June 12th, 2009

I’m at Ithaca Airport – my flight delayed, but that means some think time. There are times that an airline, and I’m thinking about one in particular, cancels flights and may chalk it up to mechanical problems when the truth is (I’m sure!) that the flight was under-booked. The “canceled” flight may be mine, which affects me directly, or it might be one “upstream”, which affects me indirectly as a flight delay (because they used my aircraft upstream for another flight). What’s odd is that when a flight is cancelled there is no statement about why it’s cancelled, and I don’t see anyone asking why it was canceled, at least not anymore. Sometime after taking the NSF job I actually went to the ticket agent and politely asked why the flight was cancelled and he was visibly surprised that someone asked!!?? After fumbling around, pecking at the computer terminal, the agent answered my query with “mechanical problems.” That’s amazing, because 20 years ago the agent would have announced up front why it was cancelled. Now, I don’t know for sure whether any particular flight is cancelled because of under-booking or perhaps the need for the airplane to serve a more heavily-booked flight which would otherwise have to be delayed, or the like, but thinking of it this way, be it true or not, has helped my serenity, because the canceled flight won’t produce Greenhouse Gas (GHG)! Carbon calculators will often reflect a savings for YOU if you fly less, but the only way that savings happen is if a flight is cancelled, and as people fly increasing less, flights are eliminated entirely.

I’m now at Philadelphia Airport, my delayed flight having resulted in a missed connection, and now another wait. I’m serene.

I had expressed concerns previously that biodiversity wasn’t on the map of the to-be-sustained from my experience at other venues, but MOST of the research talks at the Computational Sustainability Conference at Cornell reported on using computational and mathematical formalisms to reason about characterizing, monitoring, and protecting biodiversity !! Examples included the various approaches to addressing White Nose disease in black cave bats or fighting an atrocious disease mangling and killing Tasmanian Devils (which despite their name are awfully cute), estimating current and future distributions of a large variety of species, determining “optimal” policies for acquiring habitat, through purchases of private land, for the Grizzly bear, Canadian geese, Black Ducks, and other species (i.e., so-called ‘reserve design’), using computer vision to identify whale individuals, and GPS tracking to monitor seagull activity. A few hours ago, just before leaving, I listened to a coral biologist describe a differential equation model of disease transmission among Caribbean coral and their symbionts (new word for me) – the biologist is seeing rapid and pervasive evolution in coral (and pathogens!) through host-pathogen interactions, and this is but one example of moving targets in ecological research that makes computational and mathematical tools for analysis so important for handling complexity. Besides the ‘moving-target’ (aka dynamical) nature of ecologies, uncertainty in observations (how many geese were really parked at that lake?), and competing interests (the bear’s, the rancher’s, the tourist’s, the native American’s, the salmon’s, ….) as expressed by multi-objective functions, all make biodiversity questions complex. It’s a safe bet that the computer scientists and mathematicians are working on these questions because they ARE tough, BUT NOT TOO TOUGH, as they are problems that scientist’s can make a start at formally expressing. Nonetheless, this group isn’t satisfied with stopping at their current level of complexity, and a few economics talks are signaling anticipated scale-up to full-blown (human) societal questions – more later.

I know that there are a fair number people that would not put biodiversity on their list of priorities, and frankly, if push came to shove, I don’t know where I would put it, because I’m myopic. There was one session yesterday dedicated to the social science of sustainability – the human factor — with one sociologist saying that it was almost impossible to change someone’s ‘values’, but you had a better shot at changing their ‘beliefs’ (of facts?) – changing beliefs was a better avenue towards changing actions/behavior than changing values. You can perhaps show how values are connected – maybe, just maybe, there is a transitivity property of values.

Speaking personally, its good to know that there are those investing their intellectual and physical efforts in preserving other species – that some egghead scientist spends her or his life worrying about some slug that lives in only one lake on Earth, for example, may be a way that Providence implements a caring for that species – I’m glad for those people, even if I’m not one of them – I respect them – I want to help them. Perhaps that’s how a caring for a species piggybacks on my caring for a person??

It’s also been interesting to see how concern with sustainability is implemented in mathematical and computer models. Let’s say that we want a species to persist into the future – into the very long-term future. Ecologists told us that one way they represent this long term assumption was that they summed the *discounted* value of having that species around to infinity UNDER DIFFERENT CONDITIONS, and then they (e.g., USGS) would be biased to take actions that would lead to conditions that maximized the estimated sum of values (or rewards). What is meant by “discounted” is that today brings greater reward than tomorrow – for example, MY being above ground today is most important; my being above ground tomorrow is important too, but slightly less important that my being here today – if I’m not here today, then I can’t possibly be here tomorrow. Likewise, it’s important (to me!) that I be here day after tomorrow too, but its value is slightly less than tomorrow’s, which again is slightly less than today’s. Now replace “MY being above ground” with “Species X being EXTANT” and instead of a timescale of days, think of a time scale of years.

You might think that summing over an infinity of positive values, regardless of what they were, would equal infinity regardless of circumstance, thus there would be no way to distinguish the value of different scenarios (except those for which a value term for a year goes to ZERO aka EXTINCT). But so long as the discounting over the years causes future values to asymptote to zero (approaching zero, but never quite reaching it), the infinite sum will equal a finite value (and there are probably other conditions in addition to approaching zero that are required to achieve a definite finite value for an infinite sum). This was all intuitive to me, but still I had reservations with future reward approaching ZERO … could we have a mathematical conceptualization in which having a species around was NOT infinitesimally close to zero? And so on the last day I was affirmed (which is always good), when an economist got up and talked about non-discounted reward valuations that were possible (presumably, not based on infinite sums?)– the distant future did NOT approach zero value — apparently well known stuff to some!! This was a great illustration of why this conference was such a good idea.

Discussion following the economist’s talk got into issues of valuing the current generation (YOUR/OUR experience), the previous generation (PARENTS), two prior (Grandparents), the subsequent generation (Kids), and two forward (grandkids), and its interesting to consider whether mathematical models that value a window of five generations (your grandparents through your grandkids) would lead to policies with long-term benefit (because this window of five would slide down the generational stream so that while our generation doesn’t explicitly worry about our grandkids’ grandkids experience, eventually someone will). The whole discussion reminded me of the Great Law of the Iroquois that states, “In our every deliberation, we must consider the impact of our decisions on the next seven generations.” (and on which the company “Seventh Generation” takes its name), and on a quote I heard at the OECD conference a few weeks back in Copenhagen: “we don’t inherit planet from our parents, we borrow it from our kids”, imploring us to leave a better world to our children. In talking to one of the other participants, ML, we were also reminded of the social scientist’s talk of the day before about the near impossibility of changing values – but there might be critical points, corresponding to births (and deaths) of those we love where people are particularly open to value shifts – ideally, for the benefit of long-term sustainability of the planet we know and love.

Complexity, Computing, Citizenship

Monday, June 8th, 2009
Here is a quote from an article (http://www.news.cornell.edu/stories/June09/CompSustainConference.ws.html) on the conference I’m attending today through Thursday: 

“Conservationists will report on using computers to find the best balance of many competing factors in deciding, for example, which tracts of land to purchase to preserve a species, taking into account the budget, cost of parcels, economic impact on nearby communities and the best interests of the species. … In projects like these, computers offer a way to try out thousands or even millions of possible scenarios, …”

As my plane was touching down in Ithaca — I mean just as the wheels hit the ground, I was reading this from “Soul of a Citizen” (Paul Loeb), quoting Wendell Berry:

“A bad solution is bad, because it acts destructively upon the larger patterns in which it is contained … because it is formed in ignorance or disregard of them. A bad solution solves for a single purpose or goal, such as increased production. And it is typical of such solutions that they achieve stupendous increases in production at exorbitant biological and social costs.”

and after more acknowledgement of Berry, and Loeb’s inferences that “good solutions … are part of a larger whole”, Loeb goes on to say “We can contribute to the well-being of our society, the body politic, by applying a similarly holistic ethic of interdependence, and by listening to those whose voices are too often excluded from public discussion.” (p. 131, Soul of a Citizen).

This reading was striking because acknowledging and balancing interdependent factors, concerns, and the like, is largely what this conference on Computational Sustainability is about, and using computer power to converge on and manage complex balancing acts which long-term sustainability will require.

I’m going into this conference, having just finished the conference of policy makers in Copenhagan on Information Technology and the Environment, with several “big” questions. One is what are the different meanings of “sustainability”, if in fact anyone has a good definition? Exactly what are people expecting /wanting to be sustained? Of late, I’ve been disappointed that biodiversity doesn’t seem to be something that is an explicit part of discussion — it seems that as the environment worsens, values that we thought we wanted to be sustained fall away and we are “happy” with increasingly impoverished outcomes. This all fits the addiction model pretty well.

One point that I take from Loeb is that human decision makers ignore or deliberately remain ignorant of factors, sometimes, because they just don’t know how to deal with them — they’ll even lie — blatently lie — so that they can avoid the overwhelm caused by complexity. I’m hopeful that computing that enables us to deal with great complexity by processing millions of scenarios will also let us hear and consider all voices, be it the grizzly bears’, the ranchers’, the tourists’, or in another setting, the homeless or the uninsured — this is, perhaps, a humanistic possibility of computing.

Susan G. Komen Walk for the Cure

Friday, June 5th, 2009
I was walking the NSF 11th floor hallway this morning, a big circle I use to pace away my various stresses, of which there are many :-) , and came upon another program director sitting outside one of the main conference rooms – I knew what was happening – she had a conflict of interest with some proposal under discussion by the expert panel convening in the conference room, and she was waiting out the discussion – I’m proud that NSF makes a big deal out of conflicts of interest. In any case, I jokingly asked her if she was in trouble or some such thing, and she confirmed what I already knew. A large plate-glass window at this place in the hallway looks out at Arlington, and it was raining, as it has been the last couple of days. She said that she hoped that it would clear up for tomorrow’s walk, and I asked what walk was that?

It’s the Susan G Komen Race for a Cure (to Breast Cancer), and I told my colleague that I might just go, rain or no rain, and she said that there was an NSF team, who were getting their pictures taken in the main NSF Atrium at Noon, about 30 minutes from then, and I showed up for the picture, and now I have to walk :-) .

I didn’t want to be a gate crasher, so I registered, too late to get the T-shirt in time, but perhaps I’ll find a red shirt and wash it with bleach so that it’s the “requisite” pink, and wear that.

When I registered, a site was created for me

http://globalrace.info-komen.org/site/TR/GlobalRaceForTheCure/GlobalRace?JServSessionIdr011=6a6slm1q02.app305b&px=5432519&pg=personal&fr_id=1140

After the picture taking this morning, I and the others followed the NSF team captain up to her office and she handed out pink signs or bibs to us, about 7×7 inches, saying “I race in MEMORY OF …” or “I race in SUPPORT OF …” I wish beyond words that I could have taken the “SUPPORT OF” sign, but I don’t think that I’d be walking in that case, not through loving any less, but just my once (and perhaps once-again) perception of priorities during a busy time.

I’ll be walking in memory of Vivian Cooper. Every IN-MEMORY-OF sign I see will be an affirmation of her wonderful humanity — you are in good company, friend, but I wish that you were still here.